I have a lot to say. It's too much to write, and I'm a programmer, so I should just type it, I think. Also, I can use HTML here, so I can use fancy stuff.
Anyway,
I read your letter to me while you were sleeping. Sorry. I know I shouldn't have read
it yet, but I couldn't help it. It sucks to see you acknowledge the bad stuff that happened
between us in a personal letter. I feel bad about that, kinda. And I usually didn't say sorry.
That's not really the point. If I didn't say sorry, I wasn't sorry. But I do feel bad because I hate to see you upset. I really hate it when you're upset over stupid stuff. Which is a lot. But...especially lately, your happiness is important to me.
I saw this image today. It made me think of myself, and you. I think you're an extrovert, and I know I'm an introvert, like the image talks about. I think this, and some other stuff, has caused some problems between us. I don't know if it can be fixed, because it's so fundamental, but we should try to find a solution anyway.
You know for a fact that living in your house and in Korea has made me extra-introverted and kind of sad. I miss my home and familiar things. I didn't go outside much because everything is so annoying and difficult for me here, even if you don't think so. I hope that I can find my energy again in the U.S.
I hope that we can do more fun stuff together when we meet again in a new house, in a new place, with more money and more time. I'm worried that you're going to feel like me when you come to my home. I hope not, but it's my worry anyway. I think you're really comfortable here, so it's hard to judge what your reaction will be. I just hope you don't feel like me when I'm here.
Orlando is a pretty nice place. It has beaches.
And lets not forget Disney World...
Stuff like that. It's a pretty nice place. There's so much to do, so we shouldn't be bored. Even our house is so nice, and we get a cute puppy.
Anyway, you get the point. Let's be happy. If you wanna move later, we can do that. My career seems flexible and I have enough experience to be able to move around a bit. After another year of working, I'll be free to move wherever I want.
Hopefully you can go to school, too, and study whatever you want. I want you to do whatever you want to do.
I don't think I can really describe in words how sad I am that I have to leave. I really wish I didn't have to go alone. I really really wish I could bring you two with me right now. Seriously. I enjoy alone time, but not this long. You two are pretty much my life now, and I can hardly imagine a happy life without either one of you.
That's all.
- Dev